Well... yepz... it's common test week... just had a paper today... didn't finish the last part of the question... not sure how well i'll do for this paper... but yea... everything in God's hands now... Am gonna have 2 more papers... Not in the mood of studying... Not sure why... Maybe because of certain issues that i've been wanting to settle since my birthday and hasn't been settled...
Don't know if it's me or anything... but I feel that Luke's been trying to avoid me for some reasons... Like certain things that he wants to tell me but he kind of can't tell me kind of thing... Maybe i'm just being overly sensitive... Am I not caring enough for my disciples? What about Xavier? Have i been busy caring for Luke that I neglect Xavier? This feeling's killing me... What more can I do as a SM? Is it my fault?
Must admit that I've not done QT since my birthday... It's been 4 days now... Not eating well... eating so much lesser than i use to... Not sleeping well... Although i had like 7 hours of sleep... but I still feel tired... constantly worried... Wonder if it's good... Wonder if it's bad... One thing's for sure is that I'm falling sick soon... Not sure how soon... but pretty soon i guess...
Just hope that everything would turn out fine after this thunderstorm.... Being able to see the rainbow after the thunderstorm is what i long for now...
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