Well... Common Test is round the corner... really would love to meet up with my boys to pray and all... Haven't even been meeting them up to even have DG or even to chat with them to find out how they really are doing.... Partly my fault... Projects and all... Excuses... haiz....
Wanted so much to meet them this week... but common test is next week... Know that they need to study and all... but i just feel so vexed that i can't be meeting them up to pray...
Sometimes i wonder... Does anybody care.... I mean I know that God cares and all... but besides God... Does anyone else care? Haiz... maybe it's just wishful thinking on my part that DGs should always meet up once a week to catchup and to be praying for one another... And learning from God's word...
Really am super tired of being an SM actually... it's been a struggle since the start... some times i wonder if i'm caring too much for them... Other times i wonder if I've been neglecting them... Just how much is too much? Or how little is too little?
Just need to know whether i'm doing the right thing...
Oh well... it has all along been my fault I guess...
my fault that I let projects take presidence over DG...
my fault that my boys have common test...
my fault that I let crusade meetings take presidence over DG...
my fault that I have common test...
my fault that DGs are on sundays...
my fault that DGs are not as regular as they should be...
Geez... is it really my fault? Need to get things sorted out... Haiz...
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