Finding myself to be easily irritable these days... Dread booking out because I have to go home... and when I reach home, sometimes I don’t really get the freedom to do what I want... Went to see doctor at the polyclinic today... thank God that there was still Mac Donald’s’ breakfast set available... while eating halfway, parents called to ask me to go out for lunch... Wasn’t really feeling well... had diarrhoea as well as sore throat and other stuff going on... thought that I just wanted to go home and rest up... Mum kept insisting that I join them as the food was really nice... Sometimes I feel really pressured to join them for lunch... On one hand, I want to join them, but on the other I know that I shouldn’t join them for dim sum and stuff as its kinda oily...
Decided to go home and rest up a bit more... hate to book out as I feel that there is like no freedom as to what you can do... Monday to Friday, serving the nation... Saturday and Sunday is supposedly precious personal time... but turns out that I’m being controlled by family most of the time... Hate this way of life seriously... Seriously speaking, I rather get confined in army on weekends than to book out... At least I can escape being controlled by my family. At least during confinement there’s free personal time to my own self... haiz...
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